. . . . .
i need hugs....
uuUuuu i want to cry. i want to cry i want to cry.

i cant think properly, since the same old nightmare is haunting me again. the same thing happen 2 years ago. and its happening again and again...

i hate this. i really hate this pressure.
ok, NO MASTERS for me AND NO MORE FURTHER STUDY in arts! cause i want PhD in MUSIC COMPOSING!! <-- berangan je laaa
and i think i want to quit doing art for awhile.
(i wont quit dA, since my passion is digital artwork from dA).

i dont think i want to work in any creative industries anymore(not sure). i dont want to straight away work in this field when i start working.

all these pressure reminds me of my diploma show.
but this one is getting worst and horrible. i've faild horribly this time.

i need strong courage and strong nasihat. but naaah, still wont listen. too stubborn ma~

okeh, this would be my last journal for my study life in UiTM.
i'll missed everybody very much. thank you for all the great the horrible the sweet memories that had happened~*+*+
i appreciate them very much.
i'll make sure i'll hug everybody. <--- another berangan.