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i dont need alcohol or even drugs.
i have peterpan-syndrome. Dont want to grow up. There are people who DONT want me to be what i am. because they want me to be WHAT THEY WANT. they want me to GROW UP, well, from what i know when i be an adult, or try to BE mature, i end up being worry about EVERYTHING. I miss being a child, so obedient, crazy, thick-face(tak tau malu), daring, scared, fun. and PLAYFUL  actually i was a total opposite when i was below the age of 12. (stupid, blur, low-confident, blank, grumpy, ugly, weird)i wish to grow up on my 20th birthday(2006) and i did. i tend to be more serious with my works and to myself and it also turn me into someone PARANOID and worry TO MUCH. in the end, i failed living happily, i lost my weight from 39kg to 36kg by not eating for 2 weeks and only drinks fruit juice. i even lost a LOT of friends, and i really hate myself. Once finish my diploma, i realize all that and it make me DONT WANT TO BE and adult again. I am playful, i cant do anything with it. being playful balance myself from being my own time bomb + self-destruct + suicide. my professor told me this "Work doesn't kill, Worries does" right now, i'm happy the way i am, n i only want to develop myself into someone better and repairing my weakness. i dont want to change myself into someone i'm not. wait wait wait, being an adult means, the for the brain to be adult or the image appearance thingie? or attitude behavior? |
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no matter what it is..
i'm a penguin..hehe
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i luv u.. muahhhhh
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come join ~the-OC-maniac
not human? wow~
wehehehehe~ then i'm a foxCub~
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lalala lalla la~*+*+
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but then, being myself tooOo much is annoying. naah, let the time change me.
baru sedar, Influence can change people naturally, not by forcing n counseling n by bebelan.
kena selalu lepak dgn uztazah kalau nak jadi beriman. then baru dapat the influence.
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lalala lalla la~*+*+
kurang gula dalam badan kot. tau tau je la, puasa.
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